Yeap, i just finished my workout.
Kinda weird ah my eyes....
Omg 1000 regrets why I keep wearing the spec during primary school..
Till now i also only 275 something for my eye degree
I actually no need to wear a spec =.=
so, these few days keep nagging why why why so stupid why?
Blame my dad for this,
He said, you dont wear the degree will getting higher!!
lol, only those sam ba po will trust his words =.=
Ya, so today i had my bm test
Well, nothing to say, just wait and see lah
Curious why my school has 3 percubaan
Well, not very pro school so just dont do like very pro lah
2times percubaan very very enough already.
So, there's still something to share
One of my malay friend just went into the hospital
Because of her pancreas benkak lol so terrible
Her friends who visit her told me like pregnant woman lol so serious
Where is pancreas actually? Above the stomach that right? lol whatever lah
Stayed at the hospital for one week omg so pity
So finally she went to school this morning
Untill recess time i just realise 'Oh Risha you are here?!'
And the very first thing popped up in my mind was : "OMG YOU DIN EVEN GET SLIM?!"
Ya, a feipo always concern in this topic xD
But i din say it out la , insane meh, its very hurt i know la
So this afternoon when i tuition with my friends i told them
"If, just IF i can hidup hidup go inside the hospital and hidup hidup plus healthy healthy go out, actually i dont mind :D Important is I WILL SLIM, thats enough for me xD
But if my wish really granted, please within this week lah, because next month i need to prepare my spm already, no time to sick liao
Well, i think thats enough lah. Kbye
Actually im not in a good mood coz my man recently just found another his favourite girl
But guess what? I dont mind :)
I wrote here coz I bet he wont see my blog, so nvm, i just need to express my feeling, to prevent bcome a sapo
AND HE DONT EVEN FOLLOW MY INSTAGRAM
AND THIS NVM IF DIN FOLLOW BUT HE FOLLOWS THE GIRLLLL!! ALL ACCOUNTS HE FOLLOWS ALSOOO!! THAT'S THE PROBLEMSSS!!!
HE EVEN LIKE ALLLLLL THE PICTURES OF THE GIRL
THIS ALSO NEVERMINE COZ I ALSO LIKE ALL HER PHOTOS
THE PROBLEMS IS, HE DIDN'T DO THIS FOR ME!!!!
IM NOT ENVY OR HATE THE GIRL COZ SHE SO PITY DONT EVEN KNOW ANYTHING XD
we just settled down this problems yesterday. But there's still some thorns in my heart.
She's pretty, good in cooking, slim and many more so just gogogo
Feeling can pei yang so dont worry, you only need times.
Well, i love u la for sure and i also know you're just joking.
But this jokes seem too real and i actually dont like but i just act like HA HA HA
Blah actually there's nothing need to jealous or angry or untill like break up
I know, I really know. But i just cant control my mind to think here and there,
What if you bla bla bla, what if you bla bla bla. So annoying.
And actually there's nothing wrong with the girl hahahaha
Cant imagine a girl who know nothing keep menjadi isu hangat between me and him.
Well, you saw her photo just know omg so pandai cooking omg how i wish i can learn from her! (from me)
Ya, u should become like her or else i go and find her (=.= this is what i dislike)
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Well what are you doing (me)
Oh, im looking xxx's photo, omg she became prettier and prettier
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Well what are you doing (me)
Oh im whatsapp ing with her
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So, you go your graduation night? (me)
Of coz, and im planning to invite her to become my partner (=.=)
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Why dont you chase her? Im okay
Im scared and i dont know how to chase (lol =.= )
Actually im okay at the first, but when time getting longer and longer
I just felt like : so why dont you just want her to be your girlfriend. Accept or not is another problem, important is you try la, at least you dont always said her name in front of me, useless one, just go.
And i just felt like he just want me to become the second her lol
This is what i angry the most.
Im chau yong ying not xxx
If you dont like my personalities why you chase me at first (ya i know becoz he wants to play me, fall in love is an accident)
If you already accept chau yong ying as your girlfren that means you already accept the real me, so what's the reason you want me to bcome like others now?
Probably because you already like the girl's personalities or face but you dont want to break up with me so u want me to become like her so you can one stone two birds.
And you said because we two got the unique feeling mah
So, the question is. At first you also play me lah, now also can three years. Prove that time can make everything success.
I dont know why i keep thinking those weird weird questions and when i get the answer i still got question based on your answer. lol
Im not cari pasal with you and im not wanting to break up, just...questions la..you know..questions
Just some chicken and egg questions..erm u know, i always think the negative side.
So now become my own problems coz our problems already settled down yesterday,
I just mencari tulang dalam telur or daging like that...
But blame who? You made me think like that, like those orang sakit jiwa lol
Well, my expressions so long, i actually didn't think to write so long, but just...accidently...
So well, gonna end here, bye. Everyone please fighting with your exam! Good luck
