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04152015

It's been so long since I last updated my blog. 

My life is boring I don't know what to write actually lol pity girl with pity life

So, actually I am doing my homework now YEAH NOW but end up surfing the internet youtube-ing and typing this post here lol *翻白眼*

I GOT IMPORTANT WORK TO DO SERIOUSLY TOMORROW NEED PASS UP LER but my brain was temporarily blackout lol

I need to pass up two 自创童诗 for a stupid competition 木麻黄文学创作比赛 *翻白眼第二次*

I am here to blame my NOT-SO-UNIVERSITY BUT SO CALLED WITH UNIVERSITY DE UNIVERSITY LIFE.

I've been asking this question to myself for N times

WHY AM I HERE

WHY AM I HERE

WHY AM I HERE

I got 9As (no show off lol)which I 100% qualify me to go a real UNIVERSITY and enjoy my REAL UNIVERSITY LIFE

BUT WHY T_T

During form5 I was always thinking to go to a good University and start my new life.

Everyday wake up at 9 and brush happily then make myself a healthy breakfast, then slowly walk to school and attend class for maybe 1 hour only or 2 hours then finish. Maybe after that I can have my lunch with bunch of great friends at my university's cafe with GOOD CONDITION. After lunch maybe I go home and lay on the sofa watching some tv programmes in HD. Evening maybe I'll go for a jog or workout or sports or smthg at least I sweat. Then go to grocery and buy some ingredients for dinner later. After dinner maybe I sit at the bench outside and staring at the stars with my housemate *LOL SO ROMANTIC* or maybe surf xia internet updating blog doing homework revision etc....

And maybe with the lifestyle above can happen some UNEXPECTED things 

HAHAHAHAHAH I CAN'T STOP LAUGHING ONCE I THINK ABOUT THAT I bet you guys know what am I thinking now HAHAHAHHAH

MAYBE I met a HANDSOME-HOT-GOOD-WISE-YOUNG-RICH-BOY there and we two fall in love and sometimes we hang-out together, go to school together, buy me food, take care of me when im sick, staring at the stars together no longer with my housemate

HAHAHHAAHAHA

LOL I think ykf gonna screw me up and break my bones when he saw this HAHAHAHHAHA

OK I modify abit  the storyline then

MAYBE I met a handsome-hot-good-wise-young-rich-boy AKA YAPKAHFEI there and we two fall in love and sometimes we hang-out together, go to school together, buy me food, take care of me when im sick, staring at the stars together no longer with my housemate HAHAHHAAHAHA

SERIOUSLY THIS IS WHAT I IMAGINE I'LL HAVE. I mean University life should be like that, isn't it? 美好的日子plus清纯的校园恋爱with some 繁重的功课。T_T

But you know what my life now became?

Waking at 0630 every morning and finished my class at 4pm, sometimes still got kokurikulum until 6pm. Even Saturday and Sunday also don't let us relax, always organized alot STUPID, MEANINGLESS, FUNLESS activity, ceramah, sukan, blablabla. *翻白眼第三次*

And I need to think about tonight eat what tomorrow eat what = = 

Since I can't cook here, I can only cook rice and open some 罐头 *翻白眼第四次*

Everyday 罐头 I cannot tahan ler 

When I was still at my home sweet home I feel excited when my mama open curry chicken, sardin fish, suham,ngchonnyiuk blablabla... But now,  canned food is the only food we have T_T. Even I want to drink some soup also canned corn soup T_T or some package soup, like those 鸡肉蘑菇羹，海鲜bla羹，金针菇bla羹 T_T Sometimes I even craving soup until drink 2 to 3 times a day LOL, I feel like want to slap myself and say 八婆你可以不要再喝了吗肥四你啊 T_T 

So the summary of my life now is 上课 —— 罐头 —— 空虚寂寞没人爱

srsly, long distance relationship sucks T_T 

But what can  I do T_T 

Think to the advantages, I take elaun from stupid government every month, help my parents save money, after graduate got stable job and salary T_T

So I'm taking my 梦想大学生活 exchange with my stable future life T_T

UGH, I need to stop blaming and back to real world and continue my work T_T

See ya.